True Love's Journey Amidst Lockdown

Imagine a journey filled with moments that change your life dramatically. For me, it was the lockdown that transformed an ordinary acquaintance into a life-changing relationship. During this extraordinary period, I encountered someone who opened new dimensions for me, giving me new perspectives, feelings, and words with which to express myself. This person's influence on my life began with a simple math class interaction, evolving into a profound emotional connection that resonates to this day.

A Simple Chat, a New Beginning

During a math class, the teacher asked me to inform everyone about the questions to be done. Due to my discomfort with public speaking, I resorted to the chat function to share the information. In frustration over my actions, he took the initiative by personally messaging me. A series of humorous exchanges ensued, setting the stage for our relationship to flourish. Even a brief chat like that could make all the difference in the world. Here's a snippet of what our conversation entailed (translated from Hindi/English):

He: Bhai bajsjsjskdjdnjssnsn

Me: Mein Teri ‘bhai’ nahi hu!

He: Toh behen ban ja

Me: Uhh okk

That simple chat marked the beginning of a new chapter in my life. Our relationship grew, and I felt a deep connection with him. I started chatting with him daily, regularly, and even in classes with closed chat functions, it felt incomplete. My love for him was unconditional, and there were times when I felt he was using me, but my heart yearned for his connection.

Emotional Rollercoaster and Deeper Bonds

He lied, broke my heart, and said hurtful things, yet I continued to love him. I even went a step further and wrote a small poem for him, hoping he would understand the depth of my feelings. When he chose to respond in English instead of Hindi, it was a blow to my emotions. I explained my efforts to him, but the reaction I received was inadequate and left me feeling empty.

Despite his actions, I still chose to join Discord just to fulfill his request, but the experience was far from positive. He called me a "bitch" in front of another girl, but I was using playful language. This incident deeply hurt me, but it also showed me that love can withstand such trials.

Deepening Connection and Validation

One day, I found him back in my life. After a long time, seeing him in the school hallways filled me with joy, but his casual greeting left me feeling unfulfilled. Our interactions gradually deepened, and I began to feel that he cared for me too. I used to sit next to him, hoping for his presence, but he still managed to turn me down. One time, he asked me to sit with a girl, but fate had other plans as I ended up sitting with him.

During a rainy day, he drew a line between us when a girl told me there was water on my pants. This brief incident highlighted the complexity of our relationship. Our bond was so strong that I cared about no one and nothing else during that time. I found myself, lost my social circle, and relied solely on him. Our experiences, such as Space Camp, shaped our relationship and deepened our understanding of each other.

Pivotal Moments and Love's Complexity

There were moments of trust and betrayal, moments of emotional support, and many fights. Despite his actions, he always valued my tears and moments of vulnerability. One of the most profound moments in our journey was when we were stranded in the metro during a power outage. He protected me from a potential attacker, making me feel safe and secure. This experience solidified our bond and taught me the value of true love and care.

Throughout this journey, I realized that love is so diverse and complex that it can't be classified with a simple label. True love involves fights, taunts, and emotions that run deep. Trust and vulnerability are essential components of any relationship. I am eternally grateful to him and to the lockdown that brought us together. It was the lockdown that taught me what true love is, and I am now living a life that is grounded in this profound connection.

Conclusion

Dear lockdown, while you may have taken my loved ones, you also gave me someone who has become an integral part of my life. This person is not just a shoulder to lean on but someone who understands me and supports me through every challenge.

Love is not about being perfect; it's about learning to love someone even when they aren't. This experience taught me the true meaning of love and the importance of holding on to it through thick and thin.

Hari Om